"Being suicidal is so much more than wanting to kill yourself. Sometimes, it isn’t even about killing yourself intentionally; rather that you wouldn’t care if you died, and you wouldn’t try to prevent it. It is not “wanting to die because you failed an exam”, or “not wanting to wake up in the morning because you have work”, it’s not wanting to wake up every morning, and being disappointed when you do. So just because someone isn’t actively trying to kill themselves - it doesn’t mean they are not suicidal.”
Mom: ' well you need to call them and ask.'
Me: I dont think you understand how much i cannot do that.